Seriously speaking, I'm a failure in relationship because I don't know how to control my attitude & don't know how to treat my boyfriend in any better way. I get sick & tired of quarreling & always choose to give up half way through. Everyone should know, my previous boyfriend treated me like a dirt after being together for three years. Of cause, I must admit that the first three - six months was the most sweet months but after that, I'm like a fool or a dirt to him. Used to think that I can stable down with him, got married & have our own kids. Yes, he did proposed to me but I didn't agree with it, same goes to my family members. Why did I rejected him, is because we're not stable. As in, I caught him red-handed more den two times. Eh, he have more den one girlfriend(s). Quarrel over this & that over & over again & so, I got tired of all this shit. I don't wanna suffer anymore & gonna stop being a fool in this three years relationship. He moved back home & he stopped contacting me for 2 weeks (we haven break up). Since this is the case, why must I waste my time on him when he's not willing to waste his time on me? Tio bo? 三年感情，说长不长 说短不短. 我累了，放开手了。It's not an easy job to forget everything. It took time to heal all wounds & give myself sometime to cool down.
During the hard time, Wenming (which is now my boyfriend) was there for me all the time. Sending & fetching me to work (simei) almost everyday. Accompany me everyday just to make me feel better & he really did lots of touching things. :) I'm glad, he's always be with me through out all the good & bad times. Slowly, we got together & he never fail to make me smile. He's just like a gift from the God. He's the only boyfriend that really treated me like a queen. *Laughs* No matter where I am, he will always come & pick me up (no matter what time & how tired he is). He will never raise his voice at me whenever I made him angry. Telling & teaching me what's right & what's wrong. Giving me all his advise, support & encouragement, shower me with all his love & care, hold me when times went rough, being a very good listening ears, always be there whenever I needed someone & many many more. He's willing to spend all his time with me after school/work everyday. Whenever he's back to sin, he will rush over to my place just to know that I'm doing fine. I'm so thankful, I found him. Contended with my life & living happily with him. I'll never regret loving someone like him. He's really prefect & awesome one for me.
Baby, you'll be the last romance. Thanks for all the love & care. Thanks for being so understanding & tolerating all my nonsense at times. Thanks for being here & there whenever I needed you. Thanks for bringing so much colours, joys, laughter & fun into my life. Thanks for treating me like a queen everyday. Thanks for guiding me when I'm so lost. Thanks for all the surprise. Thanks for hugs & kisses from you to me. Thanks for looking after me whenever I'm sick. Thanks for spending all your time just to accompany me. Thanks for speaking up for me when someone bullied me. Thanks for everything that you've done for me. A million/billion thanks to you. So many memories we have together that mean so much to me & in the years to come, there will be more that we will see. I really appreciated everything from you & willing to spend my life time just to be with you. I love you wholeheartedly.
Once again, 谢谢你。♥
Today, marked our ;
One Year Anniversary !
