Heavy heart .

I will never forget how we first met .
When we're friend, you show me so much concern .
You make me fall so deep for me .
& you made me believe & trust you so much .

I'm giving you everything .
Everything that you wants .
& this is what I get it back from return .
I don't ask for much .

You don't remember our anniversary .
You spend our anniversary with another girl .
You asked another girl to be your girlfriend .
So to you, I'm already dead long ago in your heart .
You made me stand nowhere important in your heart .

Finally, I know your every answer .
Finally, I've see your true colour after this one years eight months .
Finally, I know that I'm dead in your heart long ago .
Finally ~

I can't bring myself up from this .
You wasn't the first one to did it to you .
This time round, you've really hurts me too deep .
The wound no longer will heal .

How do you wan me to forgive you ?
Tell me what I'm gonna do next ?
Just tell me what more you want ?
I'm so tired of everything .

I just wanna be alone for the time being .
I wanna cried out loud .
I don't like this kinda of feeling at all .
I just wanna end everything soon .

Which girl will like to share their boyfriend with others ?
I DON'T LIKE IT !
Sigh ~

You've hurts me too much .
Too much till I no longer can take it .
My life is in a big big mess .
I hate you. Yes, I really do .

You turn my life into hell .
You took all the colours in my life away .
You push me so hard from the top of the mountain .
You took away everything we once have .

Don't blame me if I really let you go .
I'm so tired. Very very tired .
It's not easy to hold on to it or either let it go .
I just wanna die .

I don't know how long can we mainten .
I don't know when will the feeling be back again .
You give me no trust anymore .
What can i do ? Please tell me .

I just wanna leave this place .
To somewhere that's full with colours .
Upset .

You can treat it as nothing happen .
& you're treating me so unfair .
My heart is close for now .
I just wanna be alone .

You made me hate you so much .
You made me gain no trust from you .
It's all YOU that done the mistake .
Don't blame me if I did the same thing to you .

I'm not sorry at all .
I'm tired .
Leave me alone .