10 more hours to go ~
I miss you track loads . ((:
Tuesday, February 24
Leaving everything far behind . I've to stand up by myself once again .I promise not to turn back anymore . I'm letting go of it . I no longer can hold on to it all by myself . Please, just let me go . Let me be the past of yours . I know you'll feel good without me .
Blessing from me to you . Goodbye my dearest friend .
Thanks for doing what you did. You are kind beyond belief. Your help and caring calmed me down. And gave me soothing relief. I appreciate your kindness. More than words can say. The very nice thing you did for me. Really made my day! Thank you .
Forget about all the unhappy things. Lets move on with life . Chillya .
2 more days ~
Blessing from me to you . Goodbye my dearest friend .
Thanks for doing what you did. You are kind beyond belief. Your help and caring calmed me down. And gave me soothing relief. I appreciate your kindness. More than words can say. The very nice thing you did for me. Really made my day! Thank you .
Forget about all the unhappy things. Lets move on with life . Chillya .
2 more days ~
Sunday, February 22
Happy Birthday, Ruyi !
Woke up pretty early today . Slept @ around 4am yesterday .
Weiwei & Peng came over to do tattoo so Baby & I have to wake up early .
Val & Josp came over for lunch too . (: Everyone slack @ my place till noon .
& my room is like genting . Laughs. Or I can said, smoking area .
Everyone came in to my room & smoke after lunch . Roars ~
Kinda sick of the smell . & sometime, it's make me wanna faint . :x
Well, been very busy the whole day . Help Baby with his tattoo stuff & else .
Went out to buy things with Baby for his tattoo . & I spend alot today too ):
No income for this month yet I'm still spending money like water .
Really have to go back to work asap .
& Baby book in @ 12am & I'm missing him so muchhhh ~
Meet up with wm & ry @ my house downstair awhile .
& they wanna come up to my place .
Slack @ my house & they're playing DS like mad . Hehe .
Left my place @ about 230am .
I miss the night life . & I really do .
&&
I wanna go zoo . Anyone interested ?
Please call or msg me ((((:
Baby is like so busy with sooo manyyyyy things .
He don't have time to acc me . I'm upset . Very veryyyy upset .
Now I need more loves from friends . x:
My eyes gonna close soon .
So I'm gonna bed now . YES, NOW !!!!
Lovelove Reader . (:
Saturday, February 21
Happy Birthday, Maymay !
Ever lasting with kenneth. Gonna see both of you get married .
I love you & I miss you so much . Shall meet up asap . Lovelove.
Happy Birthday, Jeslyn !
Stupid Turtle . I miss you. Hope you'll find your true love .
Still, I'll keep an eyes on handsome, good & rich guy for you.
& so, you gonna lovelove me more moreeeeee (: Take care !
*
Meet up with wm & ry just now @ my house downstair. Baby came to look for us after work .
Slack & chit-chat.
Played cooking mama & wm was like a f.noob. :x I love slacking around with them .
Laughter & jokes & fun everywhere . Night-life will be over real soon . ):
Work-life will be here pretty soon .
Lois coming over to my place later on . Shall catch up with her .
& kinda sad that she's going back to china for work in 2 weeks times again.
& don't know when will she come back to town again .
& lover coming back real soon.
Five more days to go . Countdown ~
Soon, I'm going back to work again . ):
Ever lasting with kenneth. Gonna see both of you get married .
I love you & I miss you so much . Shall meet up asap . Lovelove.
Happy Birthday, Jeslyn !
Stupid Turtle . I miss you. Hope you'll find your true love .
Still, I'll keep an eyes on handsome, good & rich guy for you.
& so, you gonna lovelove me more moreeeeee (: Take care !
*
Meet up with wm & ry just now @ my house downstair. Baby came to look for us after work .
Slack & chit-chat.
Played cooking mama & wm was like a f.noob. :x I love slacking around with them .
Laughter & jokes & fun everywhere . Night-life will be over real soon . ):
Work-life will be here pretty soon .
Lois coming over to my place later on . Shall catch up with her .
& kinda sad that she's going back to china for work in 2 weeks times again.
& don't know when will she come back to town again .
& lover coming back real soon.
Five more days to go . Countdown ~
Soon, I'm going back to work again . ):
Friday, February 20
Happy Birthday, Jen !
Gossip with Dar about somebody yesterday night .
Dar, i love gossip with you . (:
Will update you more news . Lovelove
Okies. Guess I need to go back to work asap already.
Amy is leaving on next week . So I need to be back to work next week ?
I not looking forward to it . NO ! NOT AT ALL . ):
I still need to enjoy more .
I still need more beauty sleep .
I still wanna gossip with love ones .
I still wanna hang out late late .
I still wanna go fetch lover from airport .
I still wanna do lots & lots of things .
So many things crashing in one time .
I'm a busy bee in feb .
So many event & I'm so lazy to attend .
Give me a break . I need some air to breathe .
Well, that fucking bitch still contact Baby .
Kiddo, would you please stop all this lame shit ?
Can't you see or feel that Baby ignore all your calls & msgs ?
Can't you see or feel that Baby is avoiding you ?
Are you blind or what ?
Hellooo, I'm not gonna share Baby with you .
So i hope you know what you're doing . Don't mess with me .
Since you're giving me hell so I'll give you hell too .
Why can't you just leave him alone ?
& since you know Baby have a gf ?
Please fuck off as far as possible .
Don't step on my tail again & again .
I'll let you die . (: Trust me . I will .
Fucking Loser . Fucking Bitch .
Come straight to me if you wan .
Please don't ask me who's that bitch is . (:
You guys will know sooner or later .
(: I'm lazy to upload pictures
Gossip with Dar about somebody yesterday night .
Dar, i love gossip with you . (:
Will update you more news . Lovelove
Okies. Guess I need to go back to work asap already.
Amy is leaving on next week . So I need to be back to work next week ?
I not looking forward to it . NO ! NOT AT ALL . ):
I still need to enjoy more .
I still need more beauty sleep .
I still wanna gossip with love ones .
I still wanna hang out late late .
I still wanna go fetch lover from airport .
I still wanna do lots & lots of things .
So many things crashing in one time .
I'm a busy bee in feb .
So many event & I'm so lazy to attend .
Give me a break . I need some air to breathe .
Well, that fucking bitch still contact Baby .
Kiddo, would you please stop all this lame shit ?
Can't you see or feel that Baby ignore all your calls & msgs ?
Can't you see or feel that Baby is avoiding you ?
Are you blind or what ?
Hellooo, I'm not gonna share Baby with you .
So i hope you know what you're doing . Don't mess with me .
Since you're giving me hell so I'll give you hell too .
Why can't you just leave him alone ?
& since you know Baby have a gf ?
Please fuck off as far as possible .
Don't step on my tail again & again .
I'll let you die . (: Trust me . I will .
Fucking Loser . Fucking Bitch .
Come straight to me if you wan .
Please don't ask me who's that bitch is . (:
You guys will know sooner or later .
(: I'm lazy to upload pictures
Wednesday, February 18
Happy Birthday To Meeeee ((:
Turn 20s today .
Thanks for all the present, wishes & blessing from all the love ones .
DS cost Baby a bomb . Appreciate all the hard work Mummy have done .
Really really appreciate it .
*
Leopard will never change its spot .
Okay. Guess someone talking about me in her blog . *Laugh
Small mistake ? Yeah, maybe to you is small matter .
Have you think of what others people will said about you ?
Come on, you're not young anymore . Time to think .
I can forgive you for doing whatever shit with my bf .
Because we wasn't together that time .
How about friends ? Don't tell me you didn't do anything to them ?
I heard lots & lots of stories about you .
How you wan me to stop hating you when history keep repeating ?
Well, I'll never forget about all the ups & downs we went thru during school time .
I do enjoy with you girls when I'm in school. All the fun, jokes & else .
I admit, I used to treasure you people .
I've tried very hard to stop hating you . I'm trying ~ =D
Still, I think we need more time .
History keep repeating non-stop . Stories here & there .
Your big name keep appear in people's mouth .
After so long, I really do hope that you'll change .
Change for a better person . Have your own goal .
Slacking around won't bring you anywhere .
& if you're not happy with me by calling you name, come straight to me .
My blog is open for you to spam . I don't mind as it won't bring me down .
I can just simply remove my tagboard. ^.^
& if someday, there's people spamming den I shall know who did it . (:
So try not to mess with me . I'm not as simple as what you think of .
Come straight to my face or call me if you're not happy .
Guess you still have my no. If don't have, go get it from someone close to me .
& I think you're looking for my blog from high to low .
I won't private my blog for the time being . Will let you read all my posts .
Still, I'll welcome you to my blog . :)
Tag or spam me as you want it . I don't mind .
Well, shall stop talking about you already. Haa,
See you around ahhhhhhhhhhh !!~
Monday, February 16
Kinda disappointed .
I've nothing much to said to you .
I miss Baby so much nowaday .
He's kind of busy with army & else .
Don't really have the time to spend with him .
Sigh ~
Guess this year birthday gonna be a bored one .
Everyone was like so busy like a bee .
I'm a freedom bird now & most of my close friends are bee now .
Kinda sad laaaa !
Still, I'm not looking forward to my birthday .
Because I'm joining the club pretty soon .
2 more days to go ~ Hell man !
Hope time can just stop here . (:
& I'm missing so many friends up there .
You guys know who you're yeah ?
Better meet up before I go back to work next month .
Haha !
Rest for one month already .
Guess its really time for me to go back to work .
No income for this month .
Suck big time .
I'm bored still .
Just ignore this post yeah .
& I'm just came home from bbq .
Kinda fun & there's so much laughter .
Anyway, I'm gonna thanks you guys for being there .
Being there for me whenever I'm down .
You know who you are .
Never fail to cheer me up .
I'm gonna stand up on my own .
Still, its take time to heal the wounds .
I still need more time .
So give me a break for the time being .
Eh, I've tons of pictures to upload .
But due to my laziness, reader have to wait . (:
& my com is down so using Baby's lappy right now .
i'm so tired & lazy nowaday . ):
Well, my lover coming back soon .
I just can't wait to see him .
Countdown for his return .
I really miss him so fking much .
Okay. Shall stop everything now .
Gonna head to bed soon .
Need to wake up very early tomorrow .
Nights Reader .
Baby, I really miss you .
I've nothing much to said to you .
I miss Baby so much nowaday .
He's kind of busy with army & else .
Don't really have the time to spend with him .
Sigh ~
Guess this year birthday gonna be a bored one .
Everyone was like so busy like a bee .
I'm a freedom bird now & most of my close friends are bee now .
Kinda sad laaaa !
Still, I'm not looking forward to my birthday .
Because I'm joining the club pretty soon .
2 more days to go ~ Hell man !
Hope time can just stop here . (:
& I'm missing so many friends up there .
You guys know who you're yeah ?
Better meet up before I go back to work next month .
Haha !
Rest for one month already .
Guess its really time for me to go back to work .
No income for this month .
Suck big time .
I'm bored still .
Just ignore this post yeah .
& I'm just came home from bbq .
Kinda fun & there's so much laughter .
Anyway, I'm gonna thanks you guys for being there .
Being there for me whenever I'm down .
You know who you are .
Never fail to cheer me up .
I'm gonna stand up on my own .
Still, its take time to heal the wounds .
I still need more time .
So give me a break for the time being .
Eh, I've tons of pictures to upload .
But due to my laziness, reader have to wait . (:
& my com is down so using Baby's lappy right now .
i'm so tired & lazy nowaday . ):
Well, my lover coming back soon .
I just can't wait to see him .
Countdown for his return .
I really miss him so fking much .
Okay. Shall stop everything now .
Gonna head to bed soon .
Need to wake up very early tomorrow .
Nights Reader .
Baby, I really miss you .
Sunday, February 15
Friday, February 13
Hard To Say I’m Sorry
Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
After all that we've been through
I'll make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for the day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we've been through
I'll make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You've just a part of me I can't let go
After all that we've been through
I'll make it up to you
I promise to
You've gonna be the lucky one
Everybody needs a little time away
I've heard her say
From each other
Even lovers need a holiday
Far away from each other
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to stay
After all that we've been through
I'll make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You're just a part of me I can't let go
Couldn't stand to be kept away
Just for the day
From your body
Wouldn't want to be swept away
Far away from the one that I love
Hold me now
It's hard for me to say I'm sorry
I just want you to know
Hold me now
I really want to tell you I'm sorry
I could never let you go
After all that we've been through
I'll make it up to you
I promise to
And after all that's been said and done
You've just a part of me I can't let go
After all that we've been through
I'll make it up to you
I promise to
You've gonna be the lucky one
Sunday, February 8
I hope, hoping to be better .
Nobody like this feeling .
It's really time for me to wake up from all this .
I can't drag and drag anymore .
I know this won't help me much .
I'll just let it all be the past .
I know everything won't go back to the same anymore .
Once the feeling no longer there means its gone case .
I've to wake up .
I'll be fine .
I'll be back to myself real soon .
Still, I know I can't let you off from my mind .
But, I'll try my very best .
Thanks for all the love you've once given me .
I'm glad that I've you in my life once .
I'm thankful enough . & I'm not gonna ask for more .
Nobody like this feeling .
It's really time for me to wake up from all this .
I can't drag and drag anymore .
I know this won't help me much .
I'll just let it all be the past .
I know everything won't go back to the same anymore .
Once the feeling no longer there means its gone case .
I've to wake up .
I'll be fine .
I'll be back to myself real soon .
Still, I know I can't let you off from my mind .
But, I'll try my very best .
Thanks for all the love you've once given me .
I'm glad that I've you in my life once .
I'm thankful enough . & I'm not gonna ask for more .
Saturday, February 7
Friday, February 6
Can someone please tell me what to do now ?
Can someone please teach me how to forget everything ?
Can someone please save me from the hell ?
Can someone please be there for me this time round ?
I just need someone true .
I really don't know what to do next .
Shall I or shall I not ?
I've lots of question marks now .
Where's all the trust ?
Where's all the love ?
Tell me where are they right now .
I'm trying so hard to hold back our relationship .
I'm trying so hard that I no longer can breath .
Just tell me what you want now .
Tell me please, Baby ~
I wanna hug someone badly and cried everything out .
I just want a shoulder for me to cried on .
I need someone to tell me what to do next .
Life's suck .
Suck suck suck .
I don't know what I'm doing now .
I really really don't know .
Forgive me for doing all this .
Forgive me ~
Baby, will you still love me ? Will you ?
Baby, will you be the one that stand up for me ? Will you ?
Baby, will you give me all your trust again ? Will you ?
Baby, will you ?
Can someone please teach me how to forget everything ?
Can someone please save me from the hell ?
Can someone please be there for me this time round ?
I just need someone true .
I really don't know what to do next .
Shall I or shall I not ?
I've lots of question marks now .
Where's all the trust ?
Where's all the love ?
Tell me where are they right now .
I'm trying so hard to hold back our relationship .
I'm trying so hard that I no longer can breath .
Just tell me what you want now .
Tell me please, Baby ~
I wanna hug someone badly and cried everything out .
I just want a shoulder for me to cried on .
I need someone to tell me what to do next .
Life's suck .
Suck suck suck .
I don't know what I'm doing now .
I really really don't know .
Forgive me for doing all this .
Forgive me ~
Baby, will you still love me ? Will you ?
Baby, will you be the one that stand up for me ? Will you ?
Baby, will you give me all your trust again ? Will you ?
Baby, will you ?
Wednesday, February 4
Heavy heart .
I will never forget how we first met .
When we're friend, you show me so much concern .
You make me fall so deep for me .
& you made me believe & trust you so much .
I'm giving you everything .
Everything that you wants .
& this is what I get it back from return .
I don't ask for much .
You don't remember our anniversary .
You spend our anniversary with another girl .
You asked another girl to be your girlfriend .
So to you, I'm already dead long ago in your heart .
You made me stand nowhere important in your heart .
Finally, I know your every answer .
Finally, I've see your true colour after this one years eight months .
Finally, I know that I'm dead in your heart long ago .
Finally ~
I can't bring myself up from this .
You wasn't the first one to did it to you .
This time round, you've really hurts me too deep .
The wound no longer will heal .
How do you wan me to forgive you ?
Tell me what I'm gonna do next ?
Just tell me what more you want ?
I'm so tired of everything .
I just wanna be alone for the time being .
I wanna cried out loud .
I don't like this kinda of feeling at all .
I just wanna end everything soon .
Which girl will like to share their boyfriend with others ?
I DON'T LIKE IT !
Sigh ~
You've hurts me too much .
Too much till I no longer can take it .
My life is in a big big mess .
I hate you. Yes, I really do .
You turn my life into hell .
You took all the colours in my life away .
You push me so hard from the top of the mountain .
You took away everything we once have .
Don't blame me if I really let you go .
I'm so tired. Very very tired .
It's not easy to hold on to it or either let it go .
I just wanna die .
I don't know how long can we mainten .
I don't know when will the feeling be back again .
You give me no trust anymore .
What can i do ? Please tell me .
I just wanna leave this place .
To somewhere that's full with colours .
Upset .
You can treat it as nothing happen .
& you're treating me so unfair .
My heart is close for now .
I just wanna be alone .
You made me hate you so much .
You made me gain no trust from you .
It's all YOU that done the mistake .
Don't blame me if I did the same thing to you .
I'm not sorry at all .
I'm tired .
Leave me alone .
I will never forget how we first met .
When we're friend, you show me so much concern .
You make me fall so deep for me .
& you made me believe & trust you so much .
I'm giving you everything .
Everything that you wants .
& this is what I get it back from return .
I don't ask for much .
You don't remember our anniversary .
You spend our anniversary with another girl .
You asked another girl to be your girlfriend .
So to you, I'm already dead long ago in your heart .
You made me stand nowhere important in your heart .
Finally, I know your every answer .
Finally, I've see your true colour after this one years eight months .
Finally, I know that I'm dead in your heart long ago .
Finally ~
I can't bring myself up from this .
You wasn't the first one to did it to you .
This time round, you've really hurts me too deep .
The wound no longer will heal .
How do you wan me to forgive you ?
Tell me what I'm gonna do next ?
Just tell me what more you want ?
I'm so tired of everything .
I just wanna be alone for the time being .
I wanna cried out loud .
I don't like this kinda of feeling at all .
I just wanna end everything soon .
Which girl will like to share their boyfriend with others ?
I DON'T LIKE IT !
Sigh ~
You've hurts me too much .
Too much till I no longer can take it .
My life is in a big big mess .
I hate you. Yes, I really do .
You turn my life into hell .
You took all the colours in my life away .
You push me so hard from the top of the mountain .
You took away everything we once have .
Don't blame me if I really let you go .
I'm so tired. Very very tired .
It's not easy to hold on to it or either let it go .
I just wanna die .
I don't know how long can we mainten .
I don't know when will the feeling be back again .
You give me no trust anymore .
What can i do ? Please tell me .
I just wanna leave this place .
To somewhere that's full with colours .
Upset .
You can treat it as nothing happen .
& you're treating me so unfair .
My heart is close for now .
I just wanna be alone .
You made me hate you so much .
You made me gain no trust from you .
It's all YOU that done the mistake .
Don't blame me if I did the same thing to you .
I'm not sorry at all .
I'm tired .
Leave me alone .
Sunday, February 1
Happy Birthday, Pam !
Disappointed .
Promise are meant to be broken .
So don't promise me anything when you can't even do it .
Many many events coming up this month .
I don't have much time . Everything is rushing .
& I'm gonna crazy real soon .
So busy, so busyyyyyyy. So busy like a bee .
I hope this month can end faster .
So tired, sooooo tired .
Countdown for Kor to be back .
20 more days to go ~
I just can't wait to see him .
Disappointed .
Promise are meant to be broken .
So don't promise me anything when you can't even do it .
Many many events coming up this month .
I don't have much time . Everything is rushing .
& I'm gonna crazy real soon .
So busy, so busyyyyyyy. So busy like a bee .
I hope this month can end faster .
So tired, sooooo tired .
Countdown for Kor to be back .
20 more days to go ~
I just can't wait to see him .
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