Have a heart to heart talk with Baby last night. & also tiff with Baby before we sleep. We talked about the past & else. && he said i don't trust him at all due to some reason which i can't mention here. Well, we're fine now. ((: Baby, remember this. You're MINE. Only mine. I ♥ you.

Today i woke up at 4.3opm & i know its super late. Prepare & wait for jiefu to come drive us down to uncle's house for family bbq. & also, welcome Brother back from Taiwan. I don't feel like going but brother asked to go for the sake of him, so i went. Once reach, prepare the food & blahblahblah. & Jiefu scold me while everyone is so fucking busy with the food. I was so fucking angry & yes, i talk back & i did yell at him also. Aftermath, i sit alone at one side. He went to bbq the food. I fucking pissoff with whatever he said. We always quarrel over pangpang. Wtffff. Never mind ! After that, he bbq hot dog & else for me. He ask me want anot yet i told him, i don't want. After awhile, he bring food for me. Was like, wtf? Since you're so fucking unhappy with me den why suddenly treat me so nice again leh? Come on, if I'm only 3 year old den i'll forgive you. Haa. At time, i don't really know what you're thinking of. Sigh. I'm soooooo not alright man.

After bbq, chit-chat with sisters & uncle. Head home aftermath. When reach home, i pour everything to Baby. & Brother came in to my room & told me this. Brother said; Jiefu said its okay to have cats at home but make sure they don't bite the babies. I was like, knnpcb angry. & Why can't he just tell me this? Why must he tell brother about all this? Why? Why? Why? Fuck, i totally don't understand. Roars!

Fine fine fine. I'm so tired of all this. So I'm gonna make a full-stop here. I'm real tired.
Goooooood Night !