Goodbye 2008 .
Goodbye to all the unhappiness .

Hope 2009 will be a better year for everyone .

I'll never understand .

Are my real friend loyal or true?
You already back stabbed me once, wait maybe it was two.
I know I can't tell you my secrets anymore,
What happened to my best friend that I once trusted and adored?
I don't know how I've been blind this whole time,
There has been way too drama and way more then one sign.
All these things we did were really not true,
So now I wear the color of sadness,
and that color is blue.
Maybe you don't know your doing this to me,
But no, I'm not blind anymore,
It's time for me to see.I was so upset when
I found out all the things you told me were lies,
But you're NOT worth the tears,
Or the time it takes to cry.

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Finally, I've see your true colour.
I know how devil you're. & I'm so sick of seeing you.
Leave me alone. Yes, I quit the game. I'm tired.
True friends is hard to find. I'll let fate decide everything.
I no longer need you by my side. Get away from me.
Don't tell me that I'm your good friend. I don't worth being one.
I was blind by all your lies & all your act. I'm too silly to believe in you.
You totally disappoint me by what you've done & what you've say.
Get lost ! Shoo ~
& If you're not happy with me, come straight to my face.
Just tell me straight & we can settle it once.
L-O-S-E-R-!

Happy 1 year 8 months !





Happy anniversary, my darling!
All I am is yours, as you are mine.
Perhaps the years erode the boundary line;
Perhaps the fortune fades into the feeling.
Yet we are will, though often not quite willing,
As this year’s choice becomes the next year’s wine.
Nor without love could we endure the time
Needed to bestow so great a blessing.
In choosing love, unburdening desire,
Viewing passion as a gift to give,
Embracing as we long to be embraced,
Remaining where we would someone remain:
So do we tend both equally the fire
As each becomes the one one needs to live,
Replacing what can never be replaced,
Yearning for what comes again, again.

Merry Christmas

Say goodbye to the ah-lian !


& Say hellooo to the ah-beng !




*Disappointed. Speechless.

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Shut the fuck up, Bitch. You're more den a slut.
Stop all your childish act & get a life. Your words won't bring me down.
So please try harder to kill me in the battle. & stop telling others about your stories.
Stop telling others about your sex life. Stop telling others about how many guys you've sleep with.
Stop all this shit before things get worst. You're a fucking dirty slut. Fuck you, Understand !

As you people can see, I'm so down again.
I'm facing so many problems all alone. I got no one to turn to.
My life is still in a big big mess. I don't know how to handle every single things.
I'm so tired of everything in my life now. Super tired.
I know I've mess up my life. & I know I shall handle everything by myself.
Work, friendship, relationship & money is all I'm upset about.
Can anyone just help me out from the hell? I can't save myself now.
& God, please save me from the hell.

Baby felt super upset & emo nowaday.
He's upset over his 'brother stuff'. & I can't help him much.
& Baby have been pouring every single thing to me.
I can only be his listening ears. I can only lend him my shoulder to cry on.
Sigh. Seeing Baby like that really make me heartbroken.
& I know how Baby felt when his brother said, there's no longer trust.
Baby, I believe in you. I know you're innocent.
& so, I'm gonna stand by you. I'm willing to be your listening ear.
Just pour everything to me. I'll help you out as much as I can.

& you called him a brother yet there's no trust.
&& Did you know how much you've hurt Baby?
He's innocent. He never ever spilt out any tiny thing you told him.
You gain his trust & he gain your trust.
Why must you listen to what other said? What if you've misunderstood Baby?
Come on, I hope you can just trust Baby but not listening to what other said.
Trust is very important in a relationship or friendship.
Still, I hope you guy can gain back each other trust.
You know who you're. So I'm not gonna mention your name here.
Talk things out & make thing clear. Everything will be fine aftermath.
I'm waiting for good new.

Baby, please cheer up.
Don't forget that I'm always here for you.
Just for you !
I love you, Baby.

What's Friendship Means?

Friendship means :

Friendship means being there just to be there.
Friendship means listening & not asking questions.
Friendship means lending your shoulder for someone to cry on.
Friendship means being comfortable around each other in silence.
Friendship means being able to tell each other anything & understanding without questions.
Friendship means being honest with each other no matter what the cost.
Friendship means staying up all night & talking about nothing.
Friendship means being able to say "I Love You".
Friendship means forgiving each other no matter what you've done.
Friendship means learning from each others mistakes.
Friendship means "Me & You".