Silly & Stupid .
Eight years of friendship comes to an end . We're not strong enough .

You've made up the decision .
You said this is the best way .
You don't want to suffer from the nagging .
You want to stop the quarrel with her .

I'm fine with it. Pretty fine . (:

Emotion? No more . Because you won't understand how I feel .
You've choose the wrong path . But still, I'm giving you all my blessing .
Take good care of yourself .
If I'm still in your heart, give me a calls or a texts .
Any problems, ring me up as I'm a call away .

Human are selfish .
Don't tell me its fair . Because you'll never realize you're being unfair .
Your reason & your excuses are unacceptable .
I/we hate your attitude . You're just so suck .
I know you've been talking bad about me . So what ?
Helloooo, you can't do anything to me . & your every words won't bring me down .
So please try harder (: & I won't waste any single of my time on you .
Hate me for all you want . Don't come crying when you've problems with him .





Lastly,


Happy 1 year 11 months

Bad New


Stay strong .
Awaiting for your return . You still have us . (:
Remember, you're not alone .

I never felt nothing in the world like this before

Now I’m missing you & I’m wishing you would come back through my door

Why did you have to go?

You could have let me know so now I’m all alone

You could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance

With you not around it’s a little bit more than I can stand

And all my tears they keep running down my face

Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run & hide

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it’s a lie what you keep inside

This is not how you want it to be

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me)

You gotta be feeling crazy

How can you walk away

(When) Everything stays the same

I just can’t do it baby

What will it take to make you come back

I told you what it is & it just ain’t like that

Why can’t you look at me?

You’re still in love with me

Don’t leave me crying

Baby why can’t we just start all over again

Get it back to the way it was

If you give me a chance I can love you right

But you’re telling me it won’t be enough

So baby I will wait for you

Cause I don’t know what else I can do

Don’t tell me I ran out of time

If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run & hide

Are you that afraid of me?

But I know it’s a lie what you’re keeping inside

That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you

Baby I will wait for you

If it’s the last thing I do

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don’t know what else I can do
Don’t tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you

If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true

I really need you in my life

No matter what I have to do

I’ll wait for you

I’ll be waiting …

I'm sick .
So sickkk .

Very bad Fluuuu , cough & headaches .



I need to rest now .

All I can do is just keep walking with a smile on my face
& pretend the scars aren't really there .

You & your excuses .
You & your reason .

Either I take it OR leave it .

Once again, my mind went blank again .
Again & again . How do I react ? & how do you want me to react ?

It's over long time ago .
But the history keep repeating .
Numb & no more emotion please .

Your every moves bring me no trust .
Where's all the trust we once had ? Gone ? I guess so . . .

Well, it's time to leave everything far behind .
No point holding onto it when the other party are not trying .

Why am I always the one who hold onto it ?
Why am I always the one who's being hurts so much ?
Why am I always the one who you always lie to ?
Why am I always the ONE . . .

I don't ask for much .
I just need a simple & easy life .
With no problems & else .

Who can give it all to me ?


Leave me alone, will you ?







Heavy heart .
I'm sick .

Off dayyyy .

No meeting of friends . Needed acc Baby to play game . (:
Cab to iKea as I'm looking for bed & computer table & else else else ..
Well, the list just goes on & on . Laughs .

Boo ~
$30++ from Jurong to iKea . Traffic jam like nobody business .
& I nearly kill that Taxi Uncle . -.- Because he said taking PIE won't jam .
Fuck . Just wanna earn our money ? Roars !~
Never mind . I'll just forgive you old man .
I left my house @ 6pm & I reach iKea @ about 7.30pm .
Oh-my-god .





Headaches .
Kill me with a gun please . I just don't like this feeling at all .
Please, shoot me with a gun . Throw a knife at me . Let me bang on the walls & die .
Its hurt soooo much . I can't sleep at all . Kill me !
YES, I SAID 'KILL ME WITH ANYTHING ' .

No words can describe you .

&

No words can describe how I feel .

















2 more hours to knock off .

• Meet ifen @ Suntec after work .
• Novena for late dinner with Coco, Moi, ifen & Benny .
• Durian aftermath .
• Catch Marley & Me with Moi, ifen & Benny .
• Home sweet home @ 2am .
  

So many 21st birthday coming .
So many bbq coming .
So many chalet coming .
I'm looking forward to all the events . ((:

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Planned to go for holiday with family next month .
I'll plan for everything . ^.^