Goodbye 2008 .
Goodbye to all the unhappiness .

Hope 2009 will be a better year for everyone .

I'll never understand .

Are my real friend loyal or true?
You already back stabbed me once, wait maybe it was two.
I know I can't tell you my secrets anymore,
What happened to my best friend that I once trusted and adored?
I don't know how I've been blind this whole time,
There has been way too drama and way more then one sign.
All these things we did were really not true,
So now I wear the color of sadness,
and that color is blue.
Maybe you don't know your doing this to me,
But no, I'm not blind anymore,
It's time for me to see.I was so upset when
I found out all the things you told me were lies,
But you're NOT worth the tears,
Or the time it takes to cry.

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Finally, I've see your true colour.
I know how devil you're. & I'm so sick of seeing you.
Leave me alone. Yes, I quit the game. I'm tired.
True friends is hard to find. I'll let fate decide everything.
I no longer need you by my side. Get away from me.
Don't tell me that I'm your good friend. I don't worth being one.
I was blind by all your lies & all your act. I'm too silly to believe in you.
You totally disappoint me by what you've done & what you've say.
Get lost ! Shoo ~
& If you're not happy with me, come straight to my face.
Just tell me straight & we can settle it once.
L-O-S-E-R-!

Happy 1 year 8 months !





Happy anniversary, my darling!
All I am is yours, as you are mine.
Perhaps the years erode the boundary line;
Perhaps the fortune fades into the feeling.
Yet we are will, though often not quite willing,
As this year’s choice becomes the next year’s wine.
Nor without love could we endure the time
Needed to bestow so great a blessing.
In choosing love, unburdening desire,
Viewing passion as a gift to give,
Embracing as we long to be embraced,
Remaining where we would someone remain:
So do we tend both equally the fire
As each becomes the one one needs to live,
Replacing what can never be replaced,
Yearning for what comes again, again.

Merry Christmas

Say goodbye to the ah-lian !


& Say hellooo to the ah-beng !




*Disappointed. Speechless.

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Shut the fuck up, Bitch. You're more den a slut.
Stop all your childish act & get a life. Your words won't bring me down.
So please try harder to kill me in the battle. & stop telling others about your stories.
Stop telling others about your sex life. Stop telling others about how many guys you've sleep with.
Stop all this shit before things get worst. You're a fucking dirty slut. Fuck you, Understand !

As you people can see, I'm so down again.
I'm facing so many problems all alone. I got no one to turn to.
My life is still in a big big mess. I don't know how to handle every single things.
I'm so tired of everything in my life now. Super tired.
I know I've mess up my life. & I know I shall handle everything by myself.
Work, friendship, relationship & money is all I'm upset about.
Can anyone just help me out from the hell? I can't save myself now.
& God, please save me from the hell.

Baby felt super upset & emo nowaday.
He's upset over his 'brother stuff'. & I can't help him much.
& Baby have been pouring every single thing to me.
I can only be his listening ears. I can only lend him my shoulder to cry on.
Sigh. Seeing Baby like that really make me heartbroken.
& I know how Baby felt when his brother said, there's no longer trust.
Baby, I believe in you. I know you're innocent.
& so, I'm gonna stand by you. I'm willing to be your listening ear.
Just pour everything to me. I'll help you out as much as I can.

& you called him a brother yet there's no trust.
&& Did you know how much you've hurt Baby?
He's innocent. He never ever spilt out any tiny thing you told him.
You gain his trust & he gain your trust.
Why must you listen to what other said? What if you've misunderstood Baby?
Come on, I hope you can just trust Baby but not listening to what other said.
Trust is very important in a relationship or friendship.
Still, I hope you guy can gain back each other trust.
You know who you're. So I'm not gonna mention your name here.
Talk things out & make thing clear. Everything will be fine aftermath.
I'm waiting for good new.

Baby, please cheer up.
Don't forget that I'm always here for you.
Just for you !
I love you, Baby.

What's Friendship Means?

Friendship means :

Friendship means being there just to be there.
Friendship means listening & not asking questions.
Friendship means lending your shoulder for someone to cry on.
Friendship means being comfortable around each other in silence.
Friendship means being able to tell each other anything & understanding without questions.
Friendship means being honest with each other no matter what the cost.
Friendship means staying up all night & talking about nothing.
Friendship means being able to say "I Love You".
Friendship means forgiving each other no matter what you've done.
Friendship means learning from each others mistakes.
Friendship means "Me & You".

Moody & happy @ the same time.
I don't know how to describe the feeling I've now.
I'm like stuck in the middle of the road. & I don't know who to turn to.
Baby always promise me something yet never do it. That's really upset me so much.
I hope he won't promise me things that he can't do it. Yes, I'm upset.
Always, everything gonna be fine real soon I guess. (:
Still, I love Baby soooo much. But at time, he really piss me off. Roars!
Okay okay. I'll be fine yes. Hehehe !

& I'm soooooo happy for Shiya. I'm glad that everything is over.
& so, I'm gonna see your shit face again when I'm back to shop. Laughs!
I don't wanna see you cried in front of me anymore la. Okay!
Orhni always love you soooo much, silly girl. :D
&& never ever jio me go drink whenever you're down because drinking won't make you feel any better. Understand.
& no matter what, Orhni will always be there for you laaa.
Because, I'm a call away. I'm available for 24/7 okayy.
Call me whenever you've a hard time, I'll fly to you.
I'm here to share all your ups & downs together. So, you're not alone.
Orhni love you !

Jodi-Bob gonna be back to town tomorrow.
Hehe, I miss her so much & I wanna show her my spongebob !
Contact me when you're back. I really miss you ! Haha!

I'm not happy today due to some reason.
& finally I understand what Jodi means.
& so, I'm gonna wash my hands off from their problems.
Whether whos right or wrong, I won't bother anymore.
& Yes, the way he talk to me like I own him money. Hell man!
Anyway, I'll be fine soon. Hehe. (:

& please cheer up my dear girl.
Don't let their words or anyone to bring you down.
Do what your heart said. Nobody gonna stop you from falling in love. :)
& so, I'll be there for you my dear. Cheers!

Last, I miss Jodi-Bob.

Fish & Co

Happy Birthday Mummy !

A raincoat or a sweater,

Or when she takes time from her work

So we can play together.

Sometimes when I'm feeling sad,

She makes me glad again,

With just a little kiss-and-hug

That takes away all pain.

So happy birthday, Mom!

I want This day to be for you,

For everything you are to me

And all the things you do just for me.

Still, you're the best mother on earth.

I love you Mom.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Yunnie said: It's time to let you go.

Fuck Dota so muchhhh.
Baby have been playing Dota everyday & neglect me.
He can just sit in front of the computer for 24 hrs just to play that fuck game.
He can just forget about his breakfast & lunch & dinner.
&& He's soooo into that shit game. Fuck Dota.
What is it so fun about that shit game?
I kill you & you kill you OR You scold me & I scold you back?
Whatever shit is it. IT'S SO FUCKING BORING & LAME.

I've enough of it.
Guys that played games & neglect girlfriends are not a good boyfriends.
Whenever we meet up with the guys & they'll start talking about that shit game. -.-
& so, I'll sit there for more den three hours alone. Emo ! Because no topic for me.

W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r-!
I'm really so sick & tired of all this shit. I just want a simple relationship.
If he can't give me happiness den what's the point of being together isn't it?
I've given him so many chances & he did promise that he won't play when I'm @ home.
Laughs! All bull shit. Still, FUCK DOTA !
Dota can made me & Baby quarrel & can just break off.
Yes, I've enough. We got nothing much to said.
It's time for me to have a good rest & I'll try not to think so much.

Happy Birthday Boonie !

Dance among the ribbons of the birthday balloons.
Smile through the lit candles and sing to the classic happy tune.
Eat the cake of wishes, frosted with sweet dreams of parties to come.
Blindly swing at the flying unicorn, sending treasures across the lawn.
Spin among the music and laughter in your perfect party that's brand new.
And till next year my darling,
Happy Birthday To You.

• Csc for singing session
• Train to Geylang for seafood
• Cab to Arab Stress for shisha
• Walk to Suntec city water fountain to slack & chit-chat
• Home sweet home @ 2am+
  

Through all the storms and struggles
All the fights and tussles’,
All the disrespect, and abuse,
My love was always true.

When you made me cry, made me feel unloved,
I was always there by your side.
No matter what you did or what you said,
I was proud to be your girl.

My love for you is greater than anything in this world,
You know that no one can love you like I do.
Everything we have been through,
I was faithful to you, and only you.

I was your girl, your boo;
But all you ever did was treat me like garbage.
You said, “Baby you know I love you.”
But true love doesn’t break my heart.

I tried and tried to look past it,
But the more I tried, the more I saw the real you.
All the lies, all the deceit,
You must have thought you were slick.

To love you more than anything,
Would be ignorant on my part.
I can’t image my life without you,
But I can’t image my life with you.

I deserve more than what you give me,
Better than what I have now.
Growing up is something that you need to do.
My love for you is always there ..
But my heart is moving on to better things.

Forgiveness in a relationship is essential. We all make mistakes and we must make amends and fix the friendship. Perhaps, once you forgive you will find your friendship is stronger than ever before.