Wednesday, December 31

Goodbye 2008 .
Goodbye to all the unhappiness .

Hope 2009 will be a better year for everyone .

Tuesday, December 30

I'll never understand .

Sunday, December 28

Are my real friend loyal or true?
You already back stabbed me once, wait maybe it was two.
I know I can't tell you my secrets anymore,
What happened to my best friend that I once trusted and adored?
I don't know how I've been blind this whole time,
There has been way too drama and way more then one sign.
All these things we did were really not true,
So now I wear the color of sadness,
and that color is blue.
Maybe you don't know your doing this to me,
But no, I'm not blind anymore,
It's time for me to see.I was so upset when
I found out all the things you told me were lies,
But you're NOT worth the tears,
Or the time it takes to cry.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Finally, I've see your true colour.
I know how devil you're. & I'm so sick of seeing you.
Leave me alone. Yes, I quit the game. I'm tired.
True friends is hard to find. I'll let fate decide everything.
I no longer need you by my side. Get away from me.
Don't tell me that I'm your good friend. I don't worth being one.
I was blind by all your lies & all your act. I'm too silly to believe in you.
You totally disappoint me by what you've done & what you've say.
Get lost ! Shoo ~
& If you're not happy with me, come straight to my face.
Just tell me straight & we can settle it once.
L-O-S-E-R-!

Saturday, December 27

Happy 1 year 8 months !





Happy anniversary, my darling!
All I am is yours, as you are mine.
Perhaps the years erode the boundary line;
Perhaps the fortune fades into the feeling.
Yet we are will, though often not quite willing,
As this year’s choice becomes the next year’s wine.
Nor without love could we endure the time
Needed to bestow so great a blessing.
In choosing love, unburdening desire,
Viewing passion as a gift to give,
Embracing as we long to be embraced,
Remaining where we would someone remain:
So do we tend both equally the fire
As each becomes the one one needs to live,
Replacing what can never be replaced,
Yearning for what comes again, again.

Thursday, December 25

Merry Christmas


Sunday, December 21



Say goodbye to the ah-lian !


& Say hellooo to the ah-beng !




*Disappointed. Speechless.

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Shut the fuck up, Bitch. You're more den a slut.
Stop all your childish act & get a life. Your words won't bring me down.
So please try harder to kill me in the battle. & stop telling others about your stories.
Stop telling others about your sex life. Stop telling others about how many guys you've sleep with.
Stop all this shit before things get worst. You're a fucking dirty slut. Fuck you, Understand !

Saturday, December 20

As you people can see, I'm so down again.
I'm facing so many problems all alone. I got no one to turn to.
My life is still in a big big mess. I don't know how to handle every single things.
I'm so tired of everything in my life now. Super tired.
I know I've mess up my life. & I know I shall handle everything by myself.
Work, friendship, relationship & money is all I'm upset about.
Can anyone just help me out from the hell? I can't save myself now.
& God, please save me from the hell.

Baby felt super upset & emo nowaday.
He's upset over his 'brother stuff'. & I can't help him much.
& Baby have been pouring every single thing to me.
I can only be his listening ears. I can only lend him my shoulder to cry on.
Sigh. Seeing Baby like that really make me heartbroken.
& I know how Baby felt when his brother said, there's no longer trust.
Baby, I believe in you. I know you're innocent.
& so, I'm gonna stand by you. I'm willing to be your listening ear.
Just pour everything to me. I'll help you out as much as I can.

& you called him a brother yet there's no trust.
&& Did you know how much you've hurt Baby?
He's innocent. He never ever spilt out any tiny thing you told him.
You gain his trust & he gain your trust.
Why must you listen to what other said? What if you've misunderstood Baby?
Come on, I hope you can just trust Baby but not listening to what other said.
Trust is very important in a relationship or friendship.
Still, I hope you guy can gain back each other trust.
You know who you're. So I'm not gonna mention your name here.
Talk things out & make thing clear. Everything will be fine aftermath.
I'm waiting for good new.

Baby, please cheer up.
Don't forget that I'm always here for you.
Just for you !
I love you, Baby.

Friday, December 19

What's Friendship Means?

Friendship means :

Friendship means being there just to be there.
Friendship means listening & not asking questions.
Friendship means lending your shoulder for someone to cry on.
Friendship means being comfortable around each other in silence.
Friendship means being able to tell each other anything & understanding without questions.
Friendship means being honest with each other no matter what the cost.
Friendship means staying up all night & talking about nothing.
Friendship means being able to say "I Love You".
Friendship means forgiving each other no matter what you've done.
Friendship means learning from each others mistakes.
Friendship means "Me & You".

Tuesday, December 16

Moody & happy @ the same time.
I don't know how to describe the feeling I've now.
I'm like stuck in the middle of the road. & I don't know who to turn to.
Baby always promise me something yet never do it. That's really upset me so much.
I hope he won't promise me things that he can't do it. Yes, I'm upset.
Always, everything gonna be fine real soon I guess. (:
Still, I love Baby soooo much. But at time, he really piss me off. Roars!
Okay okay. I'll be fine yes. Hehehe !

& I'm soooooo happy for Shiya. I'm glad that everything is over.
& so, I'm gonna see your shit face again when I'm back to shop. Laughs!
I don't wanna see you cried in front of me anymore la. Okay!
Orhni always love you soooo much, silly girl. :D
&& never ever jio me go drink whenever you're down because drinking won't make you feel any better. Understand.
& no matter what, Orhni will always be there for you laaa.
Because, I'm a call away. I'm available for 24/7 okayy.
Call me whenever you've a hard time, I'll fly to you.
I'm here to share all your ups & downs together. So, you're not alone.
Orhni love you !

Jodi-Bob gonna be back to town tomorrow.
Hehe, I miss her so much & I wanna show her my spongebob !
Contact me when you're back. I really miss you ! Haha!

Monday, December 15

I'm not happy today due to some reason.
& finally I understand what Jodi means.
& so, I'm gonna wash my hands off from their problems.
Whether whos right or wrong, I won't bother anymore.
& Yes, the way he talk to me like I own him money. Hell man!
Anyway, I'll be fine soon. Hehe. (:

& please cheer up my dear girl.
Don't let their words or anyone to bring you down.
Do what your heart said. Nobody gonna stop you from falling in love. :)
& so, I'll be there for you my dear. Cheers!

Last, I miss Jodi-Bob.

Thursday, December 11

Fish & Co

Happy Birthday Mummy !






A raincoat or a sweater,
Or when she takes time from her work
So we can play together.
Sometimes when I'm feeling sad,
She makes me glad again,
With just a little kiss-and-hug
That takes away all pain.
So happy birthday, Mom!
I want This day to be for you,
For everything you are to me
And all the things you do just for me.
Still, you're the best mother on earth.
I love you Mom.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Wednesday, December 10

Yunnie said: It's time to let you go.

Fuck Dota so muchhhh.
Baby have been playing Dota everyday & neglect me.
He can just sit in front of the computer for 24 hrs just to play that fuck game.
He can just forget about his breakfast & lunch & dinner.
&& He's soooo into that shit game. Fuck Dota.
What is it so fun about that shit game?
I kill you & you kill you OR You scold me & I scold you back?
Whatever shit is it. IT'S SO FUCKING BORING & LAME.

I've enough of it.
Guys that played games & neglect girlfriends are not a good boyfriends.
Whenever we meet up with the guys & they'll start talking about that shit game. -.-
& so, I'll sit there for more den three hours alone. Emo ! Because no topic for me.

W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r-!
I'm really so sick & tired of all this shit. I just want a simple relationship.
If he can't give me happiness den what's the point of being together isn't it?
I've given him so many chances & he did promise that he won't play when I'm @ home.
Laughs! All bull shit. Still, FUCK DOTA !
Dota can made me & Baby quarrel & can just break off.
Yes, I've enough. We got nothing much to said.
It's time for me to have a good rest & I'll try not to think so much.

Thursday, December 4

Happy Birthday Boonie !


Dance among the ribbons of the birthday balloons.
Smile through the lit candles and sing to the classic happy tune.
Eat the cake of wishes, frosted with sweet dreams of parties to come.
Blindly swing at the flying unicorn, sending treasures across the lawn.
Spin among the music and laughter in your perfect party that's brand new.
And till next year my darling,
Happy Birthday To You.

  • Csc for singing session
  • Train to Geylang for seafood
  • Cab to Arab Stress for shisha
  • Walk to Suntec city water fountain to slack & chit-chat
  • Home sweet home @ 2am+


Tuesday, December 2

Through all the storms and struggles
All the fights and tussles’,
All the disrespect, and abuse,
My love was always true.

When you made me cry, made me feel unloved,
I was always there by your side.
No matter what you did or what you said,
I was proud to be your girl.

My love for you is greater than anything in this world,
You know that no one can love you like I do.
Everything we have been through,
I was faithful to you, and only you.

I was your girl, your boo;
But all you ever did was treat me like garbage.
You said, “Baby you know I love you.”
But true love doesn’t break my heart.

I tried and tried to look past it,
But the more I tried, the more I saw the real you.
All the lies, all the deceit,
You must have thought you were slick.

To love you more than anything,
Would be ignorant on my part.
I can’t image my life without you,
But I can’t image my life with you.

I deserve more than what you give me,
Better than what I have now.
Growing up is something that you need to do.
My love for you is always there ..
But my heart is moving on to better things.

Monday, December 1

Forgiveness in a relationship is essential. We all make mistakes and we must make amends and fix the friendship. Perhaps, once you forgive you will find your friendship is stronger than ever before.

Saturday, November 29



Bad. Bad. Bad.

Sales was like soooo bad. Can't even reach the target that Boss want.
Boss gonna @#$%& soon again. >.<
Well, I'm so sick of working life now.
I don't know why.
Perhaps, I don't have much time for myself, family, friends & Baby.
& I know I've neglect some of the people up there but I can't help.
I need to work for a living. Because money won't drop from the skies.
Sigh. Everything have changed. Life is no longer the same.
I'm sorry if I neglect some of my love ones.
I'm sorry for not being there whenever you people need help.
I'm sorry for not meeting up during the weekends.
I'm sorry .
I want back all my freedom. & I just wanna enjoy all the fun with the love ones.
& I know I've missed out tons of fun & event. Roars! I'm so upset laaaaa.
Whatever. Life still have to go on.
Still, I promise to spend this year Christmas with you people. (: *Promise*
No matter how tired or how long is my working hours. Okayyy. (:
&& Give me more time & I'll have my freedom back. =D
Wait for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !!

Thursday, November 27



Happy 1 year 7 months Anniversary

Wednesday, November 26

You're really a Big Big Loser. Can you just get a life?
Haa, big joke you've made today.
Telling me all this crap & wanna upset me?
Hellooooo, your words won't bring me down anymore.
& no one will buy your stupid-ness stories.
Your childish act really brighten up my day. Laughs!
& I never met someone like you before in my whole life.
You're really a Big joke of the day.
Thanks for all the shit you've told me horrrr.

I can't stop myself from laughing. What a silly girl you're. :x
You're just making yourself to be a fool. No. BIG BIG FOOL!
Train harder & try harder to make me die in your hands.
If I still alive, I'm gonna make sure you die in my hands. (:
Call me Devil/Bitch/Slut or whatever.
You step on my tail & so I'm gonna let you die !
W-h-a-t-e-v-e-r-! I'm enjoy myself so much with all your bull-shit. =D

Saturday, November 22

Loser ! Bitch! Whatever you're.
I don't own you a living so don't give me one fuck face like I own your father, mother, grandparent money.
I already give in to you, what else you still want?
Since you said we already got nothing to said den I won't fucking bother anymore.
Quit your job & go home shake legs.
Your childish act & attitude really make me laugh out loud.
You're one big joke to me. Its time for you to grow up la girl.
Stop all your childish act & change your bloody attitude.

Yes, I'm angry. I'm emo. I'm upset.
Whatever it is. I won't let my emotion take over me.
I've enough of you. Big fat liar.
FUCK OFF !!

Thursday, November 20

I hate you to the core.
Why can't you use your bloody brain to think?
& are your pig brain in square? I pity you & hate you @ the same time.
Come on, don't play any games with me because you'll end up being the loser.
& you've to try harder next time yeah.

I can forgive you but I won't forget.
Try harder to backstab us. (: I'll play with you.
L-O-S-E-R-!

Wednesday, November 19

My fairytale dream turned into a nightmare.

Tuesday, November 18

Happy Birthday Babyzann !





I'm feeling sooo much better now. (:
Thanks peeps that stay by my side. Loves!
&& I'm having bad bad flu & my backbone hurt sooooooo much.
I can't even sit/stand longer. Wtfff !
So, I need to see a doctor asap. ):

Monday, November 17

飞 轮 海
Thanks MissyJodi for the ticket to the party @ cine. (:
I'm so in love with Calvin. His smile melt my heart laaaaaaaaaaaaa.
I hope & wish to bring him home. Laughs !
& so, I really enjoy myself pretty much.

Thursday, November 13

RIP .

Wednesday, November 12

Yunnie said: You can't give me the happiness. I'm sorry if I choose to leave.


Disappointed.

Don't bother to ask me what had happen.
My life is in a big mess now.
I just wanna be alone for this very moment.





周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Tuesday, November 11



Happy birthday to the one I love!
All my joy goes out to you today!
Perhaps I learned, the months you were away,
Part of me moves always as you move.
You're the yearning distance can't remove,

Bringing life to reveries cold and gray;
In thoughts of you my dreams and passions play,
Rejoicing in a hope that time will prove.
Today I celebrate your day of birth,
Happy in the hour that brought you here,
Drawn by all the music of your worth,
A time for gratitude that you are near.
You are the one on Earth I hold most dear.

Sunday, November 9

我 生 病 了 !

Roars! I'm going back to work tomorrow @ Suntec. ):
How I wish I can stay @ IMM.
W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R-!
I'm having bad bad flu for many days already & my backbone hurt so much today.
Fuck all this shit man!

I'll be back again !

Saturday, November 8

Yunnie said: I hate to say good-bye yet we have to say farewell.

Good-Bye Jon-Pants !


Jon-Pants is forever a Big Brother to us in CatchyBag.
Making us laugh like mad when we're so down & emo.
& He bully us too. (: *Laugh
Overall, he's a nice & funny fellow we can work with.
Stand up for us when there's problems. Telling us what's wrong & what's right.
I've a wonderful working day with you today. (:
I hope there's more chance for us to meet up & have steamboat around the world. =)
Take good care & lets keep in touch too.
We gonna miss you & your lame jokes like hell.
&& Don't bully Empress ahhhh.
See you & Empress soon !

&& Remember we're
; Yunnie-Sponge
; Jodi-Bob
; Amy-Square
; Jon-Pants


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Happy 21th Birthday Monkey !




I'm thanksful to God that he sent me you.
Making my life so wonderful. I'm thankful to have a Brother like you. (:
I'm contend with my life. Thanks so much for being there whenever I need someone.
Listening to all my ups & downs stories & nagging.
You're the one who let me pour all the unhappy things onto. (:
I'll never forget about you. (:

Friday, November 7

Jon-Pants's Farewell .





Steamboat with all the CatchyBag Peeps @ Selegie. The foods there was so much better den La Mei Zi. (: Jon still blaming me for bringing them to La Mei Zi on Jolin's Birthday. I know the foods there suck big time so next steamboat lets not go there lahhh. ):
We've so much fun eating & joking around. Ben & Chris can't make it last mins as their kids need to sleep. How sad man! Hope there's a next time yeah.
Aftermath, went to a pub nearby for drink. Order Sex on the Beach & Vodka Cranberry. Yummy. I'm so in love with the Vodka Cranberry. Let's try it again yeah?
Leave the pub @ about 3.15am & reach home @ about 4am. Tired but we really enjoy pretty muchhh.

Anyway, will let the pictures do all the talking as I'm too lazy to post every single things about the fun we've. :D

Nightsss !